I Am (Turmoil)

Episode 9

Actual turmoil arises when I say I Am. We live, we die, we breathe, we eat, we had phases in common that builds no interest for anyone, the moment that build real interest when someone utters "I Am" and finds authentic words to define his being. "I Am the creation" that's what I said every time I preached. I am a philosopher, I am a clown. I am contradicting, yet my contradiction goes in harmony. I'm Reason, Then I am the mystic message. I'm the child's observing eye,then .... I am the Blind Crow. The saint sometimes, yet the sinner.

I cannot tell if I am the thin line between the extremes, or my mind shelters it all. Sometimes my mind bears resemblance to rivers to a great extent, when it's in comfort water is mooth and soothing, and when turmoil comes it's like the flood .... water can break into the stone like the flood of thaughts break into my head .... and I fail to define my being ..... I Am ... Turmoil.