The Dole Crowner- an eternal issue

Episode 4

The eternal issue of the Dole Crowner, when I was young they induced the dole crowner is all about fear, later on the revolution I had in my brain made me think he is all about oppression ... dole was an area where you have no choice .... and he monopolized it ... so he turned to get all my resentment .... revolution blinded my reason ... even reason is limitation to the cosmic knowledge I was seeking as a young rebellious crow in search of a better life ... but I never knew I don't fit anywehere but in being the crow .... and this is when the dole crowner became the oppression ... being in itself was my problem ....

Conclusion .... the dole crowner is a momentary perception .. when I was young he was fear ... when I was rebellious he was the enemy .... oppression .... and now I became his secret .... and he became my question .... even though the dole crowner gave me blindness .... I can't tell if it's a bliss or a curse ... I no longer see my kind's fear .... I live near the scarecrow with no fear ... for I can't see him ... so I found serenity in my blindness ..... was it granted??? or was it another tool to redirect my path to my well known fate .... how I will die .....

How I Became A Blinded Crow

Episode 3

you might think it's a very long story ..... I assure you it's no different than Gibran's Madman's story when his 7 masks were stolen and he became the madman and then he could find safety in madness away from slavery of being understood ....

My story is short and simple .... my metamorphosis and evolution of my perception ... I started with semi open eyes ... I've seen the landscape ... tempting to someone who has never seen anything .... I've seen peacocks .... every where ..... they looked great .... displayed the best of which the eyes can see .... I've seen the odd and unaccepted ... felt sorry for my kind .... but even my kind of crows have issues ... I admit am no more than a crow ... I envy the colourful creatures ..... but I never lied ... and never had to ... my ugliness shows ... while peacocks are just liars .... tempting colours ....

I developed a third eye because the couple I have in the head did not see .... I've seen even worse creatures .... So I decided to trade my eyes for my peace of mind ..... my blindness is no more than result of my vision.

NonLinear

Episode 2

Time is assumed to be a straight line ..... I apologize this is not how I see it in my chronicles .... when I end up my life and take a glance back i will realize that i link actions and nothing is linear ..... linear sequence of things is an assumption of regularity .... can someone tell me to what extent their lives were regular??? .... to a great extent they have to get back in the linear map to pile up the actions and tell a nonlinear time line story just like the one i am telling now .... I don't consider my birth my beginning ... we all had the same beginnings that we were told about later ... the moments we all witness are not of any importance to be told ... I was an embryo, an infant, a toddler, and then i started joining a community of the same age group then started forging my feather .... when i started the razor prayer .... that was the beginning ....

Blind Crow

Episode I:

Few years ago my mental incubation has started ...... the whys, memories, the hows ...... the whens are sometimes what we fail to remember, when we do then it must have been really precious ..... I don't remember the beginning .... I did not even know if it was that precious or not ..... I remember the dole crowner enclosed a body in a shell for a while .... and it came out to vitality not knowing it will turn to have chronicles .... interesting .... a movie can be based upon it ..... what I remember is when I decided my mental incubation ..... so I became the blind crow ..... and tried to touch the universe in me ..... cleansed .... reborn .... to figure out we are all liars ..... including myself