The unholy prophet

The unholy prophet

Episode 33

All the holy books interpreted by us beings in regards to what to avoid and not what to do ….. they have been stricken by a thunderbolt at the edge of eternity …… I am the kind of man who regretted what I haven’t done ….. a long walk in unconsciousness was a way out …. Leaving all virtues and vices on the land and doing my ascent is the way out …. My relief and my torture ….. awake … I am no longer aware of my true self …. But let me take you with me …. I’m blind and you are led by the blind ….. let us preach the unholy as condemned by saints ….. sinners as we are we are more virtuous than saints for we never lost our faith in uncertainty ….. and if we are to take the same road alas …. We take the risk of being truly alive …. not physically alive ….. and then I’ll tell you about the first man … he once dreamt he was a butterfly ….. when he woke up he was no longer certain if he is a man who dreamt of being a butterfly ….. or a butterfly dreaming of being a man ….. and thus .... I deluded another soul 

Another shape of despair

Episode 32

Another shape of despair ….

“I was graciously in love with my own world” …. And then he met his happy ending hanging six feet above the ground waiting for he has six more to go …. The ground touched his feet few minutes ago …. All the miserable men heard his light and delighted footsteps … least likely to belong to a man on his way to the gallows’ hall ….. He rejected the preacher’s last words … Believed he was no sinner …. “Do you want to wash away the sin of having been alive? It was a mere condemnation from thy lord …. One month ago it happened I put the last brick in the world I was graciously in love with …. Hopeless I was … yet full of hope’s twin brother named despair …. Careless as I am I forgot to draw the gates …. It makes no difference how long I will last in here …. And I have found the gate in here …. In the gallows’ hall …. A world with no exit is the cruelest of all …. Even if I was graciously in love with it”